The Colour of My Life~

The Journey

2009-03-19T17:36:00.004+08:00

This song was sang by a group named 911. They've been dispersed. From all their song, I love this song the most...
It has a deep meaning of the journey of our life :)

The Journey lyrics

Time waits for no one, sure as the tide pulls the ocean
Sure as, the path that's been chosen, cannot be changed
In my life's destination, I searched for the explaination
For some kind of reason, for my sorrow and pain
But in my isolation I learned to listen
To be thankful for the love that I'd been given

[Chorus]
This is my journey, journey through life
With every twist and turn I've laughed and cried
As the road unwinds
This is my journey, and I've learned to fight
To make me strong enough, to lift me up, to bring my dreams alive

In my desperation I swore that never again
Would I hear all the laughter of my friends and my family
A million tears that I'd cried then began to dry
In the silence of the night timeI had came to realize
A sweet inspiration filled my horizon
Gave me the heart to go on and never would give in

[Chorus]
This is my journey, journey through life
With every twist and turn I've laughed and cried
As the road unwinds
This is my journey, and I've learned to fight
To make me strong enough, to lift me up, to bring my dreams alive

I'm going to love each moment, of every day and night
I'll look back to the past with the sweetest smile
For now I realise, I've been given the key to life
I've been kissed by the angel by my side

[Chorus]
This is my journey, journey through life
With every twist and turn I've laughed and cried
As the road unwinds
This is my journey, and I've learned to fight
To make me strong enough, to lift me up, to bring my dreams alive
To bring my dreams alive
To bring my dreams alive

4 December 2008!!!!

2008-12-05T23:56:00.008+08:00

4 December, what actually day is this? LOL that was 2 days ago, yeah 2 days ago... so what was that???? hehe...

First of all, April called me and said that we will have dinner together with Yee Sin and Jeremy. Then one thing make me feel so weird, she said we need to wear "rapi" haha... On 7pm, we went to Jambu, we ate, chat, and took photos as usual, I did not expect that there was a surprise after dinner...

Ok, what the surprise was???

See below pic clearly...

What was April holding on?? Cannot see clearly? See below pic! hehe...

Nah, what was that? Can you see that??

OMG, a birthday cake!!

They celebrate my birthday again...!!! I did not expect that... waaaaahhhh

Very touch T_T thanks so much....

April said before, she would give a surprise for me during my birthday, 14 November... I remember that, but I did not expect, 4 December was the chosen day for the surprise... They said 14 November was my birthday party with all my friends and 4 December was my birthday celebration with 5 of them...

I will not forget this day, 4 December 2008, that was my 2nd birthday celebration with my close friends!!
This was a big surprise!!! Very big surprise... I never expect that... This is a very sweet surprise~ thanks so much :)

OMG, love u all so muchhhh...

Thanks for the surprise... so happy T_T

Riyan said, she did not take much pic with me on my birthday, now we take pic together ^^

Friendssss... very very thanks for the surprise... I will not forget this moment... Thanks so much, I am really the happiest girl in this world because I have such good friends like u all :)

LOL I know this pic is ugly, but it showed how happy I was that time... :) hehe...

Thank u April, Riyan, Merry, Yee Sin and Jeremy~~

I LOVE U ALL!!!

14 November 2008

2008-12-02T01:02:00.020+08:00

LOL.. finally I have time to update my blog!! I suffer for almost 1 month for rushing assignments… now I can say…… finally I am FREE!!! Omg, so touch…

I know it been pass for 18 days already, but now I just have the chance to post about my birthday party! LOl forgive me… Don’t blame on me, blame on that PIIT assignments!!

Here it is… before start this post, I wanna say my very special thanks to all people that helped me to prepare my birthday party. Thanks to Yee Sin for helping me buy things and everything. Thanks to Yanto for borrowing the BBQ set. Thanks to Riyan, April and Darwien for preparing drama and many wonderful ideas on my birthday party. LOL. Thanks to Jeremy for helping me cook spaghetti and prepare all the things. Thanks to Nela, Lenny, Tha, Nancy, Nia, Vivi, Merry, Iman, Husin, Chee Siang, Kiki and others for helping me prepare all the food and fruits. Thanks to everyone that I did not mentioned as well… Thanks for coming!!!!!!!!! I appreciate that very much…
Here are all the photos... :)

Feel hungry when I saw this photo. I want a chicken and 3 sausages pls. lol

Here are my guests on that night :)

Hendra, Teddy, Yanto, Dhimas, Husin, etc...

Wendy!

Yosua, Dewi

Chee Siang (lamb chop siang) LOL

Yanto, Teddy

Shasha, Erika...

Nela

Dharwin

Rita, Yuli

Kiki

Nancy

Lenny (she is so cute here!!)

Who is this? haha...

Jofry

Vivi

Rita, Tha

Nancy, Nia, Vivi, Tha, Shasha, Rita, Yuli, Erika

Husin, Wendy, Hendra, Teddy, Dharwin, Yanto, Jofry, Arie, Dhimas, Julius, Yosua

Ok, now time for the cake!!!

My favourite Fruit Cake! (they remember it :) )

Pretty rite??? :)

Make wish.... is not a wish. haha. some wishes. LOl. I made wishes for my friends as well... :) hope it can be true....

Me and the cake...

1....

2....

3!!

With those pretty girls...

Guess, what they were doing in Darwien's room??? See pic below... This was what they were busy with....

Tara... What is this?? This is the wishes bear!! They wrote wishes for me and I only can open it on my birthday next year! (Riyan's idea. LOL)

Arrrrh... I tried my best not to open it till next year. Hope there won't be any devil come to my mind and asked me to open. haha.. kidding :p

I got a big surprise on that night. They tricked me... OMG, it was so real... They made me cried!!!! Huhuhu... see my eyes...

Take pics with 2 of my bestie... :)

April

Arie, why u stand there??? haha

Time to open presents... :)

Traffic light? (red, green, yellow)

The last............... who is this???????? hehehehe...

Thanks for everyone... Thanks for celebrating my birthday... This will be my unforgettable memory :) I really wish I still can celebrate my 22th birthday next year together with u all again :)

What happen to me?

2008-10-24T23:13:00.003+08:00

What happen to me?
I am feeling lonely and sad now….
What happen to me?
Today I saw something that actually should make me sad.
But I smile and laugh with my friends when I saw it.
It doesn’t matter me, I am happy with that….
Then why….
Now I feel my heart so sad….
What happen to me?
Is that because what I saw just now?
I thought all over…
I am happy with that, with sincerely….
Just… what bother me now??? Please tell me, what is on my mind, why I feeling so sad now?
I want to cry, but I don’t have tears to cry because I have no reason to cry.

I keep listening the same songs…
Believe…
One love….
Although they are Korean song, but I feel that those songs are the best to comfort me now…….
What happen to me?
Is that true I still couldn’t let it go?
No, that is impossible…………………………………….
Please tell me the reason…………..

I am back!

2008-10-23T14:22:00.007+08:00

OMG,

I just realized it is almost 1 year I did not update my blog... Well, I bet nobody realize I update my blog now... LOL. nvm, anyone who read this post, please give comment! I want to know who realized that I update my blog.... Hmm, I guess, no one, huh??

Nothing much to comment about my life in this semester... Just, this semester my studies become more tough than my previous semesters.

Life? Hmm... At least I still have friends beside me, I am happy with my life now. They bring colours in my life =) I love them so much and I treasure them so much....

Love? I even have no idea about who is the person I like now. Maybe I have no interest in love anymore. Yea, I do admire someone last time, but he has a gf now, so I need to really give up on him now. After him, I am not really in love with someone anymore. Dunno why...

Well, I don't think so much about that. What important now is... I have friends and family who loves me... =)

So, anyone realized I updated my blog????? HAHAHA....

omg, this rabbit so cute....

My Wonderful Birthday~~

2007-11-15T13:47:00.000+08:00

14 november 2007, that was my 20th birthday...

on 13 november, i chia them eat at Hartz chicken then after eat we go to waterfront :)
we naik sampan!!! wah, tat was the first time me naik sampan at waterfront ooh.. very fun!!

Just realize jeremy never see the camera. he duno april take photo ka??? or pretend duno???

After that, we go to airport...
april is hugging me!! ^^

with my Riyan... haha
then, me, riyan and april went to toilet... haha, din realize they prepare surprise for me after come back from toilet!!!

Tis is my favourite, fruit cake!! wow, thanksss frens :) so touch!

take photo first before blow the candle ^_^

hope my wish can be come true, there is a wish for my frens also :)

Thanks for the cake ^^

Lets eat the cake!!! Riyan and April prepare the drinks oledi... wuih thanks so much

When eating the cake, suddenly they take the cream and............

like tiss.... bully me oh >o<

see my face... haha...
Yeah, present from Darwien!!! Thanksss so much bro...
These are from April and Riyan. thanks girls... so happy :)

angpao from Jeremy... haha, no lar. just a msg! :p

haaa... u ask me to find the present oh?? the clue not hard, but hard to find the place u put it... haha

Neh... i know inside April's car, but duno at where...

but then finally is found... unexpected place >.<

thanks oh jeremy for the present ^^

arrgh... just realize i forgot to take photo with yee sin!!! tis is present from him... i never think that u will buy that for me... reli thanksss.....Thanks so much and thanks for all the 20 wishes inside the paper... hehe!

For April, Riyan, Darwien, Jeremy and Yee sin, thanks for celebrating my birthday and thanks for all the special and wonderful presents.... ^^

For Pei Ling, Kelly, Laura, Wendy, Belwyn, Nela, Dewi.... Thanks for all the wonderful present!!! ^^

Thank u so much... Tis is my most wonderful birthday because i have u all as my frens :)

Thanks for all the birthday wishes from all of u in sms and friendster... Reli reli thanxxx!!! ^^ i will never forget all of this

Thanks for the special moments that u ppl gave to me!!!

Love u all ^^

Complain~~~

2007-09-25T14:17:00.000+08:00

Finally, finally... mid term break coming~

But, I can't enjoy my holiday... I mean I can't really enjoy it, bcos I still have to do report and research stuffs... haih~
Wanna complain a lot things!!!!

I have RAM (Requirement Analysis Modeling) assignment 1, then after mid break I got test for it... The assessment really killing me, 17 questions!! I did it before the holiday start, I wrote 15 pages for 17 questions... Really tired... Waste a lot my sleeping time to do this assignment!!
In the class, I am the only girl with 4 guys! We have project to do. 5 person in 1 group. This is middle of the semester, but we never meet each other to do the project!!! haih~ i even dunno what topic we are doing for the project... They keep delay it also... And the lecturer... I can't understand what he talking about in the class. Everyday go into his class, only 1 word to describe "sleepy" -_- he just read the slides!

EBusiness, posting stuff... post and reply. yesterday I did it already (research, posting, and reply), so now come out the new post to do... Every week got new post to do. When the posting stuff can over????? But blame myself also, complete the posting and reply last minutes bcos I keep delay it... I still have to do research for assignment! I fed up with doing research and write post!!!

Business Communication Skills... I have to read 9 pages of an article for my report and find the summary of that article. Oh my~ how to read 9 pages? Before I finish read all, fall asleep oledi... the report due 1 week after mid break and I got presentation after mid break...I hate presentation T_T but I love my lecturer for this subject~

Usability... oh my~ I have no idea about this subject. Every week got things to do and we always blur about what to do for every week since the lecturer expectation too HIGH!!! never satisfied... I never heard she said "good" or "ok" to our group and for the other groups as well... we did it not that bad, but she always look dissatisfied and always keep complaining... We still need to do the report, presentation, and requirement things for every week...!

k, thats all... finish for today's complains!!
haha...

My Niece.....

2007-09-14T23:23:00.000+08:00

Since i never update my blog oledi, so i put my niece photos...

My niece, her name is Xing-xing, her english name is Alicia.

This is her 2 years ago, when she is 2 years old...

This is her mother...

She is now 4 years old. Here are the pics... :)

She likes to take photo....

She can speak a lot of languages also, hokkian, hakka, teo chew (a bit), mandarin, indonesia.. Her mandarin even much better than mine... Paisehhh.... I am lose to a 4 years old girl... >_<

Miss her so much now, that's why i upload her photos now :p

Tagged by CHEN!!!!

2007-08-12T15:23:00.000+08:00

1. Do you ever lie about your age?
> Sometimes, very seldom lie about my age. Wan to try to lie as young as I can, who knows can get cheaper ticket for kids one =p but it’s impossible lei

2. Do you prefer sensitive guys or tough guys?
> Sensitive one I think… But please dun too sensitive!

3. Do you prefer Blonde or dark haired guy?
> Dark haired. But depend on his face. If looks good in blonde hair, why not?

4. are you currently single?
> Yess

5. How many things in your past do you regret?
> A lott… Just can let it pass. Think it back just make me sad…

6. Do you have a best friend?
> Of cos!! Not only 1. My life is nothing without them…

7. What do you want to do when you grow up?
> Find job, go back to my hometown, take care family, and many more…

8. Who was the last person you hugged?
> My niece… wan to hug her again. miss her so muchhh....

9. Have u ever had your heart broken?
> Of course… =x

10. Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery?
> Never… Too scary. Dun dare…

11. Do you like your life?
> Of cos! We must value our life!

12. Do you shop at Hollister?
> What is that? Shopping place?

13. Have one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
> Hm… If my friends, never, but if not my friends, EVER!!!

14. Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
> Yea… Dissatisfied with me maybe??

15. Do you have more friends that are girl or boys?
> Girls lah I think…

16. How long have you had friendster?
> Since 2005, wah so long oledi…

17. Have you ever cheated on someone?
> Yes… Always be cheated!

18. Has anyone ever cheated on you
> Yo! During 1st April I cheated them…

19. Have you ever slapped a guy in the face?
> Never, regret din slap someone last time! LOL

20. What is one of your biggest fears?
> IGNORED BY FRIENDS!!!!

21. Have you ever skipped class?
> Of cos… hehe… I am not tat guai

22. HAs anyone close to you ever passed away?
> never lei… Hope it never happens…

23. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
> Yes of cos…

24. Have you ever not been able to get someone out of your head?
> Ever oooh…. =p someone someone… hehe

25. Do you believe in the saying " once a cheater, always a cheater"?
> Depend on the person. Hard to say!

26. Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out that you were right?
> Never, I think… It will be nice feeling oh…

27. Do you ever wish u were a guy?
> Never also. Be a girl not bad lei…

28. Do you ever wish you were famous?
> Yes, wish I can play a movie with Jackie Chan =p

29. Do you think guy smell nice in perfume?
> Depend what perfume he use. But not too much, dizzy later…

30. Tag 5 People
> Nobody to tag. Tag everyone lo =p

5 complains

2007-08-01T15:58:00.000+08:00

Tagged by April!!

I have not much to complain about....No idea about that. So it takes long time to write this post...
But finally i write it...!

1. I am skinny and can't be fat!!!!!!!

Dunno why i can't be fat. It din means i seldom eat also. Before come to Kuching I eat my meals 3 times a day, but since I come to Kuching i just eat 2 times a day. But nothing has changed, sometimes i can be fat only 1 Kg every semester... not more than that.

2. I dunno how to drive car, but i dun dare to drive car also................................

Phew. everyday walk to school, under the sun and under the rain. Everyday need to bring umbrella. All of this bcos i dunno how to drive car and i dun have car also, hehe... Maybe i ride motorcycle????? :p

3. I always think too much

This is wat my parents always complain about me, yes, i always think too much about everything!! dun like this kind of behaviour, but i trying to change myself :)

4. I scare frens ignoring me

I can't live without frens... That's why i reli scare my fren will ignore me. If my fren ignoring me, i will cry and cry... :( i care about that so much! I dunno how to live without frens around me. They are really really important to me

5. I hate presentation

I never can do well in presentation. I dunno why, I always feel nervous!!!!! Even if i prepare so well... still nervous... That's why i am not suitable to take Marketing course. haha... I envy those people that can talk very well in the presentation :p

Tagged by Laura...!

2007-07-30T22:12:00.000+08:00

5 things found in my bag:
a. Handphone (for sure)
b. MP4
c. Keys (room key & house key)
d. Pensil case
e. Books

5 things found in my wallet:
a. Money (ringgit)!!!!!!!!
b. Money (rupiah)....
c. Cards (ID, insurance card, visa card,etc...)
d. Coins
e. Pics

5 favourite things in my room:
a. My computer!!!!!
b. All my dolls
c. Bed!!!!
d. Pillow
e. Snacks

5 things I've always wanted to do:
a. Can enjoy my life
b. Always be close with friends (but sometimes not that easy)
c. Can meet my family
d. Live happily
e. No need to go to Swinburne by walking

5 things I am currently into:
a. Chat with frens
b. Sms with my fren
c. Reply my fren's email
d. Wait my sister reply my sms
e. Boring and see whether got anything to do

ehmm.... the next person I wan to tag is YOU!!! yes, you! the one who read this blog now... hehe... :p

In airport...

2007-06-25T13:03:00.000+08:00

Finally... i finish my exam!! phew... the first and second papers are ok, the third one consider ok la... the last one... no comment!!! too difficult...

Now having my holiday lo. But still spend my time go to swinburne, hehe... for online of course... At last Saturday, me, Rainy and April goin to airport to meet Riyan's mom and sis.. hehe... and we are taking photos there!!!!

This is the chocolate shop... All the chocolates look so so so attractive and nice!! colourful and smell good oh...

me and Rainy take the photo with candy... so colourful, cute cute one...Ops,why only me and Riyan?? April lei???? April... where are u?? Aiiih... dun steal the chocolate!!! Later they catch u (>_<') hehe...

Hmm... April, April... she is crying liao... she wants to eat chocolate but no money... So kho lian... But sorry, I also no money to buy for u.... so dun cry in front of me, i also can't do anything la... :p

Hey, see? Somebody left this thing here...

April: Mau ambil foto ga? Siapa yg duduk disana dan siapa yg dorong??

Nobody see now, faster take photo!!!!! :p

Susan: Rainy curang ah... aku yg harus duduk...uuh... >_<

April? what are u looking at? Got handsome guy there kah? hehe...

April: Makan yuk!! Lapar neh...

Me and Rainy: yuk... kami juga uda lapar :)

ops... before go, take photo first... wan to take the photo of 3 of us... but how? want to ask someone to help us take photo. But who?? Got 1 guy standing there, wan to ask him but dun dare, paiseh...How oh??? How? Who dare to ask?? nobody...Then we take by ourselves lo... hehe... the best way liao!Say Cheese~

Our property ~

2007-06-25T10:02:00.000+08:00

21 June... Me, April and Rainy had Workplace Exam!! We was studing at library that time... We study and study... heh, so boring lei. Suddenly April said, let's take photo together here...

Hey, hey... took the photo to show that we are very hardworking! ok ok... 1...2...3... ok!!
But when we see the photo... loh???? Why the photo like this? Aiih never mind la... hehe. We were pointing to the book (about writing minutes one... hate it! i can't do it in exam!)

We looked at each other... eh... so coincident, we all wear blue that day... Like a blue day lei.. And we also wear blue earrings as well... haha... Reli so coincident...
And suddenly April got an idea... We took all our blue things out and took photos of them!!!!

Here, all of our blue things... :D
Guess whose and whose one.... hehe...

Here, our blue things... Too many of them, but any of them u can guess which one of mine? and which one of April and Rainy?? :)

This one, haih... our thick dictionaries... we brought them to school. So heavy bcos so thick... Mana tahu, go into exam hall, the person said we couldn't use it...Haiyo, bring it so heavy but we couldn't use it...

Ooh, our handphone bag... hehe... The strawberry one is mine, the love purple one is April's and the cat one is Rainy's! :) Hoho...

Neh... our pendrives!! Guess, which one is mine, April's and Rainy's?? :) did u ever notice our pendrives before?? :)

Next... April's medicine. Kho lian her... study too much, make her drink so much medicine. Haiyo... Study study for exam make ppl sick nia... :p

Ooh, our mp4!!! Now, guessing again... which one is mine?? hehe... If u notice us, u will know which one are ours... We have a different colour of mp4, but... we bought the same brand! haha... we all using STORM brand...

Same questions... whose bag are they??? :)

Nah, our hair band! Purple is mine, Blue is Rainy's ( she wears blue the most on that day.. :p), Yellow is April's!

Anything else??
hm... let's think... Hmm... What oh??? .... ... ....... hm?
Hey, what we are doing here?? we are suppose to STUDY!!! ok ok ok ok ... continue study!!!!! Stop taking photos! >o<

TO BE CONTINUED...
Goin back home...
April went to our room... "Let's continue taking photos... haha...
Take all ur keys..." :)
April curang... She put her car keys also...
Me and Rainy only got 2 keys (room key and house key...) >_<

Then, pencil cases... Green is Rainy's, Red is mine and Blue with Pooh picture of cos is April's :)

The last one... Our music boxes! eh... is a music box or accessories box oh?? whatever...
From the left... Rainy's - Mine - April's
All of them are the birthday present oh.. We din buy by ourselves one :)

Ok, all of them are our properties!!!!!! :D

I am happy now

2007-05-31T11:13:00.000+08:00

Hmm... everything not goin so smooth, but i have frens beside me, i can feel that they care me a lot also. :) thanks God, i have such frens like you all. Thank you...
Talk about my yesterday experience... Because me and Lauretha din have the database class anymore, we can't gossip in the class anymore... bcos database is the one subject that connect me and her... haha, we always gossip and gossip everytime we meet! and bcos some days oledi i din meet her, we got many things to share...so, yesterday we talk and talk until forget to do assignment. When i realize i haven't do my assignment, i ask wendy to help me, wendy help me validate my website and that took long time also. Thanks Wendy for helping me with my assignment, and thanks for ur support also :)
and bcos i am very stupid in my internet technology subject, my website got many errors!!!! opss.... so at 6.30pm, i faster close everything and continue do at home... Lauretha accompany me walk back home, sorry fren, already so dark at outside... make u waiting for me until so late. Maklum, saya mank kerja sesuatu tuh lambat.... :p
At outside so dark...so scary, but we still enjoying gossip until home and it stop our gossip. haha...
Goin back home, bring tapao for my cute roommate, and we eat our dinner together and watch movie (our favourite things to do while eating)... :) oh yeah forgot 1 thing, bcos i busy asking wendy with my assignment, and i din reply her msg, she sms me again, she was wondering why i haven't go back... haha, sorry for make u worry my fren (call her Ms Keroppi la...), and thanks u always worrying me, i luv u :p (Ms Keroppi, jgn muntah yah...) hehe...

thanks for all my frens, i love u all

I have to be strong...

2007-05-15T13:45:00.000+08:00

Dunno why, so many things happen in this month... i feel so so weak, everything not goin smooth. I have mood to study but the problems around me, make me feel sad and i can't study. I can cry anytime and everywhere... T_T
I can't sleep last Sunday, I slept at 2am, but i can't fall asleep until 6am... then i woke up at 8am... T_T luckily din fall asleep during class. Yesterday hard to sleep again... Haiyo!!

Hope everything will be goin well soon.

This is my first blog >_<

2007-04-25T22:21:00.000+08:00

well, i just created my own blog. now at my fren house overnight...
today went to my lecture room to pass up my database assignment. but he WAS NOT IN his office. The door was locked... tomorrow is the due date, but luckily i sent it already through the digital dropbox...
Still got 3 assignments have to do in this semester. hiks... This semester really terrible to me.. i can't understand my Internet Technologies subject...people say this subject easier than programming. but i can't do... hiks hiks so sad... dunno i can pass this subject or not...maybe it all because of my fault. i seldom practice it.i concentrate more in my programming assignment. but i can't fail this subject... i have to try my best.

Hope everything goin smooth in this semester... :(
ganbate to myself!!